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| Tuesday, September 20th, 2005 | | 8:35 am |
Hey ya people
HEy ya... Havent updatedin ages...i have a myspace now.... its www.myspace.com/Tristan_Enigma Nothin really new... |
| Sunday, August 21st, 2005 | | 9:36 am |
Nothing new really, Ive been working at my moms work lately, lol the other day my mom gave me the credit card and told me to go shopping, so i did, and i got my hair cut, and bought a shitload of stuff. Been partially bored out of my mind, not so much depressed anymore actually rather cheerful, really cheerful... I cant believe school starts in a few weeks, time has gone by so fast.. and it kinda sucks. I cant really change that ( well at this point of time.. i promise you i will find a way to change time..hehe) but im kinda excited too.. |
| Thursday, August 18th, 2005 | | 9:21 pm |
boring life.. BORING omg . I had my friend lauren stay over a few days ago... BIG MISTAKE SHE STOLE THE ACCESS CARD FOR MY SATELITE RECIEVER! bitch... god.. life sucks like normal.. single once again and hating but loving every minute of it, I worked today.. oh by golly.. how fun....lol\ i dunno ............ bla bla bla... i plan on dying my hair black and dying the tips white.. its gonna look SO COOL!.. ehh.. leave some lovely comments ppl... much luv |
| Monday, August 15th, 2005 | | 8:58 am |
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| Sunday, August 14th, 2005 | | 1:28 pm |
im finally cracking up. theres only so much someone can take Its too much Its way too much I really cant handle it all.......i cant even think straight. Its like i dont know who i am..This is too much for me.....................I dont know .....I JUS DONT FUCKING KNOW WHAT TO DO!! |
| 12:27 pm |
Enraged and Crazed
Ok I have had enough of this to come to findout mike used me for a good time. I called him today and he laughed and said not to call him anymore and when i asked why, he said i was nothing but a good fuck.. then he hung up now.....to be used is a whole nother thing, and i have had enough... any of you who have been in my position know what im feeling and if you have any remorse or for the sake of the situation.. if you ever see this bastard online please give him my gratitude cause it is rather foolish to piss off a Bi polar unmedicated psycho.....and now.... what i plan on doing is not only ruining his life..but teaching him that its not right to do this shit to people...... im so tied between rage and self disgust not wise to piss off a necromancer either... mike.. hun.. if you ever read this.. i do emplore you to fucken get out of your town and move.. cause when im done... i guarentee.. no matter what the price i have to pay in karma... i will get you back... i will be the one laughing last..... you took my body and tore it in half... im not your poor thing..... i hope you had your fun.. cause thats the last fun your gonna have.. you forget.. i know where you live.. where you work... where your friends are.. and i know your phone number.. jus a little song from degrassi Extra Degrassi Stuff! "Poor Thing" Lyrics (performed by Lauren Collins, Melissa Mcintyre, Christina Schmidt and Andrea Lewis in "Shout 2") It happens to other people. You say how sad. You say poor thing. But when it's you it's something else. It's everything. You'd never believe in nightmares. You'll never know the pain you caused. You'll never see the scars you left. The things you stole. Everything was lost. You took my body, tore it in half. You took my childhood, my heart, and my laugh. You took everything I kept for myself. And then you're gone. I'm not your poor thing. You took my body, tore it in half. You took my childhood, my heart, and my laugh. You took everything I kept for myself. And then you're gone. I'm not your poor thing. your fucken dead hun... Current Mood:  nauseated |
| 3:35 am |
a reminder
i looked to the stars last night and saw you again I walked through the forest and saw you at the road bend I took a ride to the ocean and saw you by the sea but then i got to see you, and you looked at me and i relized in all things i love i see you and when i look in the mirror the one thing i love is i see a little of you now in me |
| Saturday, August 13th, 2005 | | 11:33 pm |
Talked to mike briefly today.. he had to go to work.... he hasnt called me and hasnt answered the phone....i think i wasnt what he expected or i was scary.. cause im SO DAMN SCARY... i hope not.. i really like him... but things did go a little fast..... we were so messed up.......i dont know.. i feel like shit.. like i ruined things.. i really couldnt sleep..when i did finally sleep i didnt get up till 3 pm.....i feel so ugly sometimes.. like i cant stand myself...empty but beautiful....rotting away in the entropy of my life. my life is bipolar.. like my mood... sure the two are connected.. but there never syncronised... im worn out... and i seem to be allready in my grave.. slowly havig gravel and dirt shoveled to ceil me in.. yesterday was funny tho.. we randomly fell on the ground in the woods.. lol.. i couldnt get up...well.. alls well.. and things are normal again i wish he didnt leave last nite....i wanted him to stay.. he seemed depressed all the time but hides it with a smile and a laugh.. seeing the world like i see it... dejecting at times. i hope it works out... i really do... i dont think his friend hana likes me much...ehh... shes cool but a little too moody.. like a cross between my ex girlfriend Leah..aka whore bag Leah... and kristen..........................which is another thing.. kristen hasnt been talkin to me........i dont know.. good things dont last forever.. they never do........ well i woke up this mornin with out a hangover.. altho slightly down.... i was nervous he wouldnt have made it home ok last nite.. but he did.. i called him like at 1 am and he was home.. THANK GOD.....i dont kno what the fuck i would do if he didnt make it home allright.... talked to lauren today.. we established shes my permanent fag hag..LMAO..dont ask how that one came up in the conversation.. gawd.. she never ceases to make me smile lol.. mike had me laughin so hard yesterday.. when he fell on the ground and couldnt get up.... LOL trust me im keepin this one secret ^_^ well goodnite ppl and leave wonderful comments to enlighten my day |
| 2:28 am |
coin operated boy
coin operated boy sitting on the shelf he is just a toy but i turn him on and he comes to life automatic joy that is why i want a coin operated boy made of plastic and elastic he is rugged and long-lasting who could ever ever ask for more love without complications galore many shapes and weights to choose from i will never leave my bedroom i will never cry at night again wrap my arms around him and pretend.... coin operated boy all the other real ones that i destroy cannot hold a candle to my new boy and i'll never let him go and i'll never be alone not with my coin operated boy...... this bridge was written to make you feel smittener with my sad picture of girl getting bitterer can you extract me from my plastic fantasy i didnt think so but im still convinceable will you persist even after i bet you a billion dollars that i'll never love you will you persist even after i kiss you goodbye for the last time will you keep on trying to prove it? i'm dying to lose it... i want it i want you i want a coin operated boy. and if i had a star to wish on for my life i cant imagine any flesh and blood could be his match i can even take him in the bath coin operated boy he may not be real experienced with girls but i know he feels like a boy should feel isnt that the point that is why i want a coin operated boy with his pretty coin operated voice saying that he loves me that hes thinking of me straight and to the point that is why i want a coin operated boy. |
| 2:18 am |
And so I got to meet mike who i have been talkin to on the phone fer a month...he cameover today with his friend hana and we got trashed and some stuff happened............ he had to leave early cause hana was bein a bitch......i dont know whats gonna become of us....its weird... hes really beautiful.. and has these strange colored eyes.. that are beautiful............its like ive known him before.. he looks so famaliar....meh............ your beautiful but you dont believe it and it pains me so when you hurt yourself. trying to make the pain go why cant you see it what i see when i look into your eyes why cant you see it see that your beautiful and you shouldnt hide |
| Thursday, August 11th, 2005 | | 2:50 am |
Todays the same like all the rest and i wait for the sun to take the best Maybe tomorrows light will bring something new Something great Something so maybe tomorrow will be worth the wait So I can see the sun in its wake Never and ever is the way time flows Writing it story in the fabric of space as it goes Sowing up the wounds we assimulate as we pass by It continues on its course... letting us die But not without bringing something new As the new day always seems to Where will we go When time decides to stop its flow Where will we hide When entropy takes its grip on all of our minds The non existant line between love and hate is rather thin in a rather pecular way, people can love and hate someone at the same time. For the two states of consciencousness are anti's, they are alse one of the same. For we can love to hate someone. Or we can hate to love someone and love and hate them...hmm....poetic and enigmatic isnt it. Current Mood:  gotta love the coffin |
| Sunday, August 7th, 2005 | | 9:28 pm |
A small, short.. not funny story.... lol..
Once apon atime there was a girl named kristen who decided to move to cumberland, so her mom said ok so she set off from woonsocket on a plane. She later landed in cumberland and went back to her mom and said she got lost. So her mom told her where to go. Getting lost again she ended up in the ocean and almost drowned but was rescued by a mermaid named Tristan. Joining Tristan she went to Galilee to go swimming but got bored and filled the ocean with jello and jumped around. Then some how Tristan grew feet on his ass and they went to roller kingdom where they smoked crack in the bathroom (where there were alot of cracks if ya know what I mean) and got all cracked out and decided to skate.. but not very well. Kristen had to push Tristan around on skates cause he never grew legs and kept falling and cracking up. So they left and decided to go ride the titanic . Everybody was getting ready to go on the boat when suddenly the boat tried to hump Kristen but it humped the telephone instead and sunk... luckly the boat blew them across the ocean to England where they got on a bus to be then blown up and flown to newyork. In new york. kristen ran into alex moretti and she tried to kill kristen, but her arms turned into something stretchy and tried to strangle alex, but instead found her arms all the way around newyork. So doing something amazing tristan made kristen open her legs.. and the Mario brothers came out and threw a fire ball at alex and she died. ' Bored with newyork they decided to go back to woonsocket where they went for a walk in the park and then suddenly it started raining . So Kristen somehow grew really tall and picked a tree, using it as an umbrella... but stupidly sat on a bench and killed the singers from the band TLC. Running from there they went to michells house where they hid in the closet from Ariel the evil mermaid and somehow found themselves in wonderland and got stoned with the Caterpillar.. Back in the closet they found themselves when then Tristan bit kristens abnormally large ass .. then suddenly skittles came out and Kiwi the crotch biting dog ate them all and turned into the purple teletubby and began dancing... Kristen now pissed kiwi ate her skittles, turned around and threw the teletubby out the window where it got hit by ms mousseau.......... to be continued |
| Saturday, August 6th, 2005 | | 8:23 pm |
Foo Fighters, The best of you I’ve got another confession to make I’m your fool Everyone’s got their chains to break Holdin’ you Were you born to resist or be abused? Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Are you gone and onto someone new? I needed somewhere to hang my head Without your noose You gave me something that I didn’t have But had no use I was too weak to give in Too strong to lose My heart is under arrest again But I break loose My head is giving me life or death But I can’t choose I swear I’ll never give in I refuse Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Has someone taken your faith? Its real, the pain you feel You trust, you must Confess Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Oh... Oh...Oh...Oh...Oh... Has someone taken your faith? Its real, the pain you feel The life, the love You die to heal The hope that starts The broken hearts You trust, you must Confess Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? I’ve got another confession my friend I’m no fool I’m getting tired of starting again Somewhere new Were you born to resist or be abused? I swear I’ll never give in I refuse Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Has someone taken your faith? Its real, the pain you feel You trust, you must Confess Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Oh... |
| 7:52 pm |
Its funny how something so intimate can bring so much dejection. I have a story........ a person I know met a guy working at the carnival.. and hooked up... after one nite he slept with him, and later began to beat himself up over the situation... needless to say.... a day later the carnival left town and the kid never contacted him again......... He later hated himself for giving himself away... what was one night of bliss led to guild and trama after..... Innocence is something no one wants so lose... but throw it away so willingly. We regret it so much after and cant get it back so we continue the vicious cycle... why we dont break the cycle is a mystery to me.. I guess we dont like change.. and most of us cant see beyond our guilt and tomorrow.. And I continue to search for my hero... the one who will be by my side when we leave this world and move one to Timeheart, where everything beautiful, precious, and treasured is perserved as the best we remeber them as.... One who I wont feel guilty or dejected with. Who I can look up to as a role model. One who couldlove me the same.... Sometimes we never find these people whe search so hard for. We never get to fill in that empty blanlk in our life.... We stand in the mirror begging for our reflection to show.. Hoping something will reveal the truth it beholds But when we see the reflection we cant take What the truth holds that causes our heart to break Where will we go when we dont know what to do Where will we go when we have everything to lose. I cant keep lying to my self to hide from the reflection and it seems like all i do seems to lead to some form of dejection Current Mood:  discontentCurrent Music: The best of you- Foo fighters |
| Monday, August 1st, 2005 | | 6:30 am |
Its currently 6:30 am, and im awake cause of my dads stomping feet this morning... good thing tho.. cause when i went on the porch to have a smoke... guess what i found ??? A BABY BAT!! so now I have a baby bat as a pet... lol his name is Batty.... Im so bored.................................. mmmbblllbbbmmm click... POP... lick my twat |
| Friday, July 29th, 2005 | | 8:09 pm |
The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to good manners and elegance. |
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. |
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. |
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| 6:49 pm |
Today was boring.. but now i officially LOVE MY DOG!! ( the pet one i have known as petey.... no nothing sexual) one of my cats today would not leave me alone... he would come up to me and rub up against my leg.. then when i would pet him he would hiss and try to claw me ... so me getting aggervated i was like "petey go get em!" and the dog started chasing after the cat.. LOL i was rolling on the fucken floor laughing so hard..... so the dog is useful... i wonder if i could teach him to chase people.... hmmmmmmmmmmm,....^_^ kristens pissed at me fer givin out her number to a friend of hers... WOW SUCH A BIG FUCKEN DEAL... i love her to death... but now that i think about it.. i really wonder where her loyaltys are friendship wise.......she only thinks about herself.. and everything she does always benefits her mostly in some way..... while trying to make it seem like shes doing it for the other persons good........ i put my trust in her... and she didnt do the same... i walked to the end of the earth for her.. and when i was about to fall off the edge.. she jus sat and watched saying it would cost me..... maybe she neeeds to grow up after all.. shes pretty mature but yet contradictingly.. shes not........shes an enigma....lol like me... shes jus lost i tell my self... but then i ask myself why she has to hurt the people who try to help her find the way........... i love her and worry about her.. but i wonder.. does she do the same for me....??? i guess i really miss her... we will never be like we were when i lived in rhode island... and i miss that soo much...... all the dumb shit we would do........sometimes i really wonder if she blames me for moving......i didnt want to leave .. i didnt have a choice.. i offered to take her with me.. to take her away from the problems.... but she wanted to stay... i guess i understand.. she has family here........but shes like my family to me.... i love you dear...... |
| Thursday, July 28th, 2005 | | 8:37 pm |
Stupid me
Ok... todays entry is about how stupid tristan can be.... (how stupid i can be) well.. stupid me managed to find someone who had shrooms stupid me got a serious amount of shrooms off of aylas friend stupid me ate the entire amount of shrooms \ stupid me then a second later relized he consumed enough shrooms for at least 2 ppl to get seriously tripsin stupid me began to get veryyyyy VEERY high.... stupid me began talking about sex with ice skates AntisocioEll: sex is good sex is great.. jus dont have sex with a pair of ice skates AntisocioEll: that would definately ruin any first date... AntisocioEll: so instead have sex with a dinner plate!!! P5YCH3DEL1C: lmao wtf AntisocioEll: ^_^ P5YCH3DEL1C: bbl AntisocioEll: NOOO AntisocioEll: DONT LEAVE ME Current Mood: TRIPPIN |
| Sunday, July 24th, 2005 | | 7:53 pm |
jealousy... Lust... Got to love to hate them, and hate to love them. My life, everending bordom and lonely.... ' You wonder why do we suffer, why the pain. Why a universe where we as humans define our surroundings on what causes us pain and what causes pleasure. You finally get a good relationship, where theres no pain and strife and as human.. you push yourself out of it cause of the lack of pain. If we hate the pain than why do we cause ourself pain. I hate being alone... I hate it ... its my only fear and its all i know... I need a hero, someone to take me away from my reality into one of our own...where me and my angel from my nightmare only exist....... |
| Friday, July 22nd, 2005 | | 11:45 pm |
is it wrong ?
Ive been thinking lately, the misery and dejection I feel resurface when he crosses my mind, ' I still miss him.. I still think about him, and i finally relized, I was in love with him. Me and Devin were together a little after a month. And that was the slowest, deepest, most happiest and meaningful month of my life. The way he treated me, I felt like I mattered. And the look in his eyes.... the story his eyes told.. how he cared about me.... is it allright to love him.. Is it alright for me to love at all...... He'll never know what he meant to me.. he never knew what Ive been through Every relationship Ive ever been in was fucked up and meniacle. Either I fucked it up, or they were fucked up in the head .. I mean Ive been abused, both emotionally and physically, ive been cheated on, and...ive been raped I never exactly trusted guys... many people seem to notice that... i surround myself with mostly girls... not so much cause i relate to them.. just I cant trust guys........ Ive never trusted a single guy in my life.. never mind anyone.. even my bestfriends I dont trust... which is pretty sad.... its not that their un trust worthy, but more that Im paranoid.... I constantly lie.. pretending to be something Im not to get people to like me... rather pathetic.......but with devin i went against the odds....I trusted him.... to lengths no one would believe, and I cared felt safe with him... something that amazed even me... I loved him...he had such a benign nature about him... calm...caring........ his appearence was the same of one of those figures we all have... those people who in our dreams save us from the danger in our nightmares.... like a guardian angel......a sign of relief......the irony of it all... like it was seriously fate I guess I appreciated him more cause i wanted him since the day i met him... i met him at a school dance in march... he was on a date with mike... lauren introduced him to me......and we talked alot... i didnt even have time to get his number.... mike ended up putting on a drama show.... and he left.... after that for awile i was so depressed.......but on wensday....lauren ran up to me and began ectatically telling me he was askin about me and that he was gonna call me today cause she gave him my number....... i literally almost fainted...... so we ended up talking on the phone and i found out that he was not only funny and beautiful... but he was into science...lol... wow someone as smart as me ..i thought...and so that weekend we kicked it off on our first date........and we ended up going out. from that point on when we were together... i dunno... i felt complete.. like the missing void in my life was gone... like time no longer existed where we were.. and everyone faded away as we slipt quietly and unseen into our own universe of existance.... where only him and i mattered...........and slowly i feel so deep in love with him.. in such a short time...................and it for once.. wasnt infatuation... the normal overwhelming tsunami of emotion I normally feel..... but a constant.....steady... flow .....a stream of emotion that ..as disconnected as rain would warm up my mind and body.... with a smile that never faded.....but stayed ......i felt cured from everything... and i found out the cause of my depression.......i was alone......i could tell him anything... but i never did ... dunno why... i think cause we were always busy.....laughing at something stupid.......... but now hes gone...and when i subconsciencously pushed him out of my life.......and i fell back into my bottomlesspit of depression.... \ did i do right.. was it right..... was it right to feel what i felt and to have never told him.......some how.... in the back of my mind i knew that i was subliminally pushing the one thing i always wanted out of my life.... pushing the one person i always wanted out of my life.........was it right to even be with him..... would it have been better if we would have never met at all???? I miss him so much............when I was with him.... I had a smile ..... a look... a emotion i never had before.........like everything was gonna be allright... that no matter what came my way... even armageddan..or the apocalypse.... i wouldnt care.... i was with him... ....and my only regret is that i cant spend one more day with him.........if i could ask for one thing... it would be one more day with him.........just one day Current Mood:  apathetic |
| Saturday, July 16th, 2005 | | 12:09 pm |
I dedicate this song to that two faced bitch kristen Spit It Out Since you never gave a damn in the first place Maybe it's time you had the tables turned Cuz in the interest of all involved I got the problem solved And the verdict is guilty... ...MAN NEARLY KILLED ME Steppin' where you fear to tread Stop, drop and roll - you were DEAD FROM THE GIT-GO! BIG MOUTH FUCKER - STUPID COCKSUCKER Are you scared of me now? Then you're dumber than I thought Always is, never was Foundation made of piss and vinegar Step to me, I'll smear ya -Think I fear ya? BULLSHIT! Just another dumb punk chompin' at this tit Is there any way to break through the noise? Was it something that I said that got you bent? It's gotta be that way if you want it Sanity, Literal Profanity HIT ME! SPIT - IT OUT All you wanna do is drag me down All I wanna do is stamp you out Maybe it's the way you spread a lotta rumour fodder Keepin' all your little spies and leavin' when you realise Step up, fairy I guess it's time to bury your ass with the chrome Straight to the dome You heard me right, bitch, I didn't stutter If you know what's good - sit, shut up and beg, brother Backstab - Don't you know who you're dissin'? Side swipe - we know THE ASS THAT YOU'RE KISSIN'! BIGIDY-BIGGIDY BITCH BOY, HALFWAY HAUSER Can't hear shit cuz I keep gettin' louder Step up, and you get a face full o' tactic Lippin' off hard, goin' home in a basket You got no pull, no power, no NUTHIN' Now you start shit? Well, ain't that somethin'? Payoffs don't protect, and you can't hide if you want But I'LL FIND YOU - Comin' up behind you! SPIT - IT OUT All you wanna do is drag me down All I wanna do is stamp you out 'Bout time I set this record straight All the needlenose punchin' is makin' me irate Sick o' my bitchin' fallin' on deaf ears Where YOU gonna be in the next five years? The crew and all the fools, and all the politix Get your lips ready, gonna gag, gonna make you sick You got DICK when they passed out the good stuff Bam Are you sick of me? GOOD ENOUGH - HAD ENOUGH FUCK ME! I'm all out of enemies! FUCK ME! I'm all out of enemas! SPIT - IT OUT All you wanna do is drag me down All I wanna do is stamp you out Current Mood:  enraged |
| 11:51 am |
The morning after the party.. wow.. I feel like Ive been hit by a train..LOL... wow.. no more fun for me.. I had so much fun last night tho..........lol.. kristens pissed at me and being childish.. what ever..;. I didnt even do anything to her, she bluffed on calling the cops twice.....what ever fuck her..... She acts like cause Im hanging out with people she doesnt like than that makes me a loser too......im sry.. if she was my real friend she wouldnt care who I hang out with |
| 1:20 am |
LOL.. im at ginasss.. and preti messed uop....LOL..ROFLL |
| Thursday, July 14th, 2005 | | 1:03 pm |
ack
Ive really been thinking.........one thought I have pondered is that the space of the mind is an actual dimension or an alternate universe where one creates it according to a reflection of ones id, ego, superego, knowledge.... perception, and personality...... based off memory.... if one knew everything.. then wouldnt their mind become reality and reality become a dream........ im really bored.. cleaned the house today.. im supposed to go to rhodeisland this weekend... see my dear love of my life... KRISTEN!!!.. and my lovely kate as well.. and everyone else I really have no life.....^_^. Ive definately decided to major in psychology and physics.. i really enjoy both.. jus dont know where Im gonna get the money fer college all well mbbbbblppplllmmmmm click...pop...lick my twat |
| Tuesday, July 12th, 2005 | | 3:30 pm |
Another one
Another song dedication to kristen... but this one jus seemed to describe our relationship sooo well..LOL Bowling For Soup - Smoothie King Lyrics She don�t even know exactly where she wants to go Is that a double negative oh never mind let�s go To the next line of the story I met her at the smoothie king she said Seattle�s best She may be right think I remember coffee on her breathe She smoked cigarettes, I chewed bubble gum I know I shouldn�t take it but I think I kind of like it When she tells me that I�m dumb And this may sound pathetic but I think that we can make it We�ll go on and on and on and on Love songs suck and fairy tales aren�t true And happy ending Hollywood is not for me and you So add it up and break it down It�s not that hard to figure out Your crazy and I�m crazy about you Everyone around me says she brings a brother down And mommy thinks she�s great but then again she�s not around To see her throw a fit, borderline conniption And all this only matters if we listen anyway And she�s all I can think about so I must not be gay I�m a lunatic and she�s my psychopath I know I shouldn�t take it but I think I kind of like it When she tells me that I�m dumb And this may sound pathetic but I think that we can make it We�ll go on and on and on and on Love songs suck and fairy tales aren�t true And happy ending Hollywood is not for me and you So add it up and break it down It�s not that hard to figure out Your crazy and I�m crazy about you And we are the lucky ones we�ll get matching tee shirts airbrushed at the mall Hang out at the pretzel stand and make fun of people and laugh if someone falls Watch everyone else hold hands and try so hard and maybe we�ll start to see That you and me we�re not so crazy Michael Bolton (never liked him) Celine dion Air Supply And now� ME Love songs suck and fairy tales aren�t true (Love songs make me sick cuz they�re not true) And happy ending Hollywood is not for me and you Hollywood California So add it up and break it down (add it up and break it down) It�s not that hard to figure out Your crazy and I�m crazy about you Love songs make me sick cuz they�re not true Your crazy and I�m crazy about you Crazy cuz im crazy about you Your crazy and im crazy about you� yeah Current Mood:  amusedCurrent Music: no doubtly the song I just dedicated u idiots |
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